New Look

Hoooray!
I've done a lil overhaul... do you like it? leave me a comment :D

Shrinking....

Cant complain about this huh!!

Logans Arrival

Well i know he's been here for almost 2 weeks already!! 

The ceasarian was great, I arrived at the hospital at 6am for my 8am surgery, I was taken to my room and told to unpack and take it easy, they did my obs, BP was ok a little high but nothin for them to stress over, the anethatist came in around  7.30 and i was told it wouldnt be long till someone came and got me for theatre, and he wasnt wrong, he basically left the room to go off to do an epidural for a lady in labour and about 7.45 they arrived for me, I was taken into the waiting area and then once they did all there checks again and identity checks etc i was taken to the theatre waiting area where i was having a good ole chat to the anethatist nurse, and my obstetrician came in and said good morning etc etc, the anethatist arrived just after 8, he had been held up with the epidural he was doing , so they put the bung in my arm and then i was taken into theatre, he actually did the spinal block while i was sitting on the operating table, hunched over in some guys crutch lol i was havin a good ole giggle to myself as my ass and back was exposed to the entire theatre haha, so once the spinal was done just had to wait for it to start actually working... waited and waited and waited...then finally the warmth overtook my legs and finally after a good 10 minutes till i couldnt feel my toes anymore... it was time to start... my doctor was singing as he was doing what he does.. i cant think what the song was but that made me laugh too coz it was some old love song, then i felt the familiar tugs and pushes - best way to describe it.. like having a tooth pulled... then the announcement came ok ready i felt a massive push somewhere around my left ribs and then a few seconds later " aww here baby comes, big head, chubby cheeks" and then the most amazing sound my baby screamed the theatre down haha just like his sister! I asked "it is a boy i hope" and got told "well have a look for yourself" and he was lifted over the curtain and yup there was his doodle! i got the love rush... that thing they all talked about that i never got with marlie due to me being so sick.. i didnt take my eyes off him as he was taken over to the resuss table to have his cord cut.. mike went over and did that and to have his checks done by the pead, then Mike bought him back over, I had told the midwives he was not under any circumstances other then life threatening to be taken away from me as i wanted to feed him and have skin to skin asap, the cheeky bitches asked again if they could take him i said no way... then everything went a lil bad for me, my BP spiked and i felt like i was going to be sick and had massive chest pains.. so yet again i couldnt behave myself during "birth" and I wasnt actually able to even hold Logan till i got into recovery, which was my choice as i didnt feel i could hold him safely, it took them a lil while and quite a few drugs to get me stable enough and for me to stop shaking like a leaf, so yeh we got into recovery and i was able to have skin to skin and it was lovely i held my babe so close, and guided him to my breast and it took him a few minutes but he got the idea and sucked like a champ,  he stayed on my chest skin to skin for over 4 hours and then i finally let them weigh and measure him and he was dressed but came straight back to me again.  I pretty much got everything my way this time around, yes i had an elective ceasarian, its nothing to be ashamed off, i wanted to vbac but this was in my opinion the safest option for my family. 

So without futher ado 

Introducing

Logan William 

7pound 8ounces - 3.4 kilo

50cm long

35cm head

hehehehe SURPRISE!

IM HAVING MY BABY BOY TODAY!!
its 5.15am and Im being admitted at 6am... o0o exciting times ahead...

And here is my blessingway quilt, was a mad rush for miss jenjen to get it finished as she has been ill or jack has been ill lately but i got o my door at 5am and there it was all wrapped up beautifully for me to take into hospi with me!

Thank you to everyone who gave me a square for it looking at it now all together is just unreal!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My Necklace.

My Blessingway Necklace

I still havent blogged on the while day.. ive been very very slack but wanted to share my beautiful necklace,
As i wont be able to wear it while in surgery, Im hoping Mike can sneakily wear it under his scrubs so at least it will be close to me when our bubba is bought earthside :)

Logan's Nursery & 36 weeks

Well heres my belly lol!! Now for the nursery.. We decided on doing a jungle theme for our little guy! Daddy wanted to do a superman theme! bah i dont think so!!
I was doing all the work so i figure its only fair I get to pick the theme hehe, so i drew up all the lines, the measuring the marking, the taping and then finally the painting! i had forgotten how much work it is to do all these stripes!! But it is soooo worth it!!

The trytych was painted by Mikes grandmother, she is a very talented artist so we figured who better then to do the gorgeous artwork for our lil mans room!!

The mobile, was recycled from Marlies room, It use to have bright pink/purple/orange and yellow balls and jungle animals hanging off it... sooooo did not fit in with this room, but the orange/green/yellow base of it did, so i just cut all the old things off and attatched some little stuffed animals and i must say it has come up really well!! So there is a lion, monkey and elephant hanging off it now! I also went with the jungle themed bumper and cot set, which i had been eyeing off at baby bunting for a few weeks and was lucky enough to just wonder in one day and find the whole set for less then half price!! woo hooo cant beat that! So Here are some piccies :D

35 weeks

Heres my belly from this morning, he has dropped heaps!

Had my OB appointment today and yep his head is nice and snug down low, not that it matters where he is really anymore, Our ceaser is booked in, did all the paperwork today and handed it to the midwives so we have a date our little guy will be here , I have to monitor my blood pressure closely from here on in as its on the way up and if it breaks over what its already at they will re-access the situation and he could be here earlier but as it stands we dont have much longer left anyway! And its definately a boy as he finally decieded to show us his bits and there is definately a big set of ballies in there!!

hahaha

Im a doushebag...
i was bored so made this header for my blog...
made it more "me"
i should probly have something about mike n marlie in there but meh im having a ME ME ME day hahaha
do you like the new layout?

having a weird ole day..

Hi...
sooooo.....
almost 35 weeks...
only a few more short weeks till our little man is evicted and he will be here in our arms...
how odd...
is it weird that it still hasnt sunk in that we're having another baby... i think until im in there on the table and they bring him over the curtain for us to see i dont think it will be real... hes making me very headachey and i know im pregnant.. trust me i know it lol but the idea that there is actually going to be a baby at the end of it seems so foreign n strange...

So

It turns out my whinging isnt all for nothing, I decided to take a trip to the GP yesterday after coughing up more crap and thinking that my "cold" maybe wasnt just a cold after all or a vial infection that keeps gettin told to me by my OB... and well i have a chest and throat infection and my sinus has been playing up too which is probly whats been causing most of my stupid headaches, so i am on antibiotics now and hopefully i start getting better, i have been back on my multi-vitamins for a few days now too which i dunno if they are doing much but im taking them none the less, next check up with my OB is next thursday arvo so get to see our lil guy again as i get a scan at every visit.. one of the perks of being private he has a machine in his rooms, but mind u bubba is so big now u cant really tell what ur looking at anyway lol as long as i see his heart beating away its all good for me, we do all the paperwork at the next appointment for the ceaser too.. ahh the joys.

ugh

my heads pounding, i have a cold or flu or something starting, im tired my hips hurt and i wana go to bed.
that is all... whinge whinge whinge

34 weeks!!

Hello Belly!

1 day!

till my blessingway!
hooray!
something completely different and new to me and i am very honored my good friends Kintara & JenJen are organising it for me! Its VERY hard for me not to take over things and i was asked to surrender complete control lol so i have been kept out of the planning and well everything so i have no idea what tomorrow will bring lol i just hope my friends turn up and bring the things they were asked too =D
None of my sisters will be present which is a little annoying and hurtful but they arent interested in "that hippy shit" and would be "uncomfortable" so have chosen not to attend... pfft oh well the people who will be here are the ones that care enough to step outside there comfort zone for a few hours and i thank them in advance..

P.S - We have a date for Logans arrival as he will be coming via ceaser which sorta contradicts the whole meaning of having a blessingway but as i was trying for a VBAC and i only found out yesterday this plan wont be going ahead due to my already rising blood pressure (148/88) and other complications due to previous surgerys for my endometriosis and the previous ceaser, the safest way for us is to have another surgical delivery..

Eventful..

ok im bored...
i have cleaned the house...
i am sitting here contemplating what to pack in my hospital bag...
i went and got the layby today and got a flat tyre while i was there... thank god my stepdad was able to come and change it for me, something i hated having to do.. the whole damsel in distress thing, had i not been pregnant i woulda done it myself.. its not rocket surgery but my 18" alloy wheels are just to heavy to be lugging around with the belly, not worth the risk of damaging myself but yeh so he came to my rescue lol =D
But it was worth the trip to baby bunting even with the flat tyre as i was able to get the cot set i had been eyeing off that i kept saying no im not gettin it too expensive cant justify it blah blah blah for less then half price hooorah!
So Logans room is almost done and finished woot

33 Weeks

Holy snappin duckshit... theres not long to go now... just took this before i got dressed...

i need to take an arvo photo i think i look tiny for only 7 weeks till term... although he will be evacuated in more like 5-6 weeks

This Arvo's photo... now that hes come off my back and i may of eaten a big lunch hahaha but looks more like how i feel hehehe

Mummabears 50th

So It was my mummabears 50th Birthday over the weekend, was a great night enjoyed by all that attended, She wanted a 50's theme so thats what she got! Here are some piccies :D

31 weeks

WOOOOOO Belly growth and you can see the pink in my hair now how really bright it is haha

Hairrr

Im gonna start this blog with a whinge... i have a headache..  :(

But we now have got everything sorted for my mummabears 50th this weekend, mikes costume is all sorted, as is mine.. just gotta get one more thing of my friend Jen and im done... did my hair this arvo and im now sporting a hot pink fringe haha havent had pink in my hair for about 4? months, Its much brighter in real life lol dam iphone makin it look all dull n crap...  and no i havent cut my hair it was just pulled back in a pony tail haha oh and look no make up haha will take another pic with my proper camera soon... just gotta find the cable so i can xfer the pics to the pc!  little tealeaf marlie has run off with it im guessing...

30w

Well after the saga that was saturday, i had my 30w check up on tuesday, I am 3 kilos LIGHTER then when i got pregnant and im measuring a few weeks behind apparantly.... not that it makes any difference to anything, no big deal Logans heart is nice and strong and he's always kicking me so i know all is well, my BP was perfect! 110/70, Can u believe it! Its the best its been since i had Marlie! so thats great news! I dont see my OB now till the 5th of August as he's gone away for 2 weeks and yeh the first appointment wasnt till then instead of the 27th of July like its meant to be haha, hopefully when i get to that appointment everything is still good with me.. my BP shot up out of control at 33 weeks which is what i will be at my next appointment.. so im a little on edge about that, but positive thinking right!!

Pic is me today at 30w4d :D

A lil scare

Well i spent the day in hospital on saturday.. I woke up feeling really sick and had a very bad headache, I hadnt felt Logan move all night and was getting tightenings so i rang the midwives and they told me to come straight down, so I got dressed and organised and told Mike to stay home with Marlie as it was probably just my BP playin up and i should be back home soon... well i get there at 11am and they thought i was in preterm labour, they were erratic but being 29 weeks they didnt want to take any chances, My doc came finally at about 4.30, he had been caught up at another hospital with 2 ceasers and a problematic induction but kept ringing to see how i was so i was being monitored by the midwives and him via phone, The pains in my tummy were so intense I hadnt eaten anything all day as the middys were playin the "just in case" card so hadnt given me anything, no pain relief, food nothing.. just water! i finally got 2 panadiene forte from him and he let me have them waited for them to settle in and then took me for a scan, and depending on what he could see in there would determie if i had to have the internal.. Turns out well i wasnt in pre-term labor and Logan is fine and has turned to head down position so from the scan he could see around my ceaser scar and other scar tissue i have in the area from my 8 other abdominal surgerys ( laps due to endo) the tissue had all ripped away from there, apparantly i have very touchy scar tissue due to all the freakin surgerys ive had and the previous ceaser, so now he wants to book me in for another ceaser, he doesnt think my uterus will make it thru labour, so any hope of a VBAC has basically been thrown out the window.. I see him again tuesday and will discuss it more with him then, Its all good though, ill deal with it just like everythin else, as my last ob said "most women can give birth in the middle of a field.. your just not one of them" go me.. doc wanted me to stay overnight but i wanted to come home.. so i did, they never actually admitted me so i figured why pay the excess just to stay the night when i was ok enough to come home, but i was under strict if anythin happens or it gets worse to come straight back instructions, got home at about 7, had some dinner as i hadnt eaten since 9am, had a shower, threw up my dinner while i was in the shower (gross) and then almost passed out, my hubby reckons the water was too hot, so i just went straight to bed after that, (oh and i forgot to say hubby had taken our daughter to his mums at about 2 and had been with me from then at the hospital) i had no idea i was in lala land from the panadiene on the previously empty tummy.. so bring on tuesday and will see where i stand i guess... oh and my BP was good 130/80 i think? and no protein so no sign of pre eclampsia so far *hooray*

29w1d

Just realized I haven't posted a belly shot for awhile so heres somethin a little different :P
I just took this now when i got out of the shower... belly is feeling massive now!!

Backyard blitz.... AGAIN

Well after 5 years I have finally allowed Mike to get the shed he's always wanted
So operation kill the backyard is on again.. this will be the 4th makeover my poor yard has gone thru, from ripping out the pool, then woodchipping the entire thing, paving, then getting rid of the woodchips, turfing etc etc it just doesnt stop lmao and im never ever happy with it so today Mike took the steps in showing that he seriously wants his big shed by gutting our little garden shed and removing some of the sides, everything that was in that shed has been thrown besides some paint and the lawnmower! Just goes to show it was a junk horder!! so it will be completely gone by next weekend hopefully, we just gotta work out how to get rid of the concrete slab and then all the sleepers will be removed and then the dingo will be coming in to level it all out ready for the new concrete and that once the permit has been approved, oh also the washing line will be going too... so gonna a new one of them too lol we have a  6 foot easement at the back of our property, so the shed that can fit in there is 6mx7m, it will take up less then half of our massive yard so all is well in the world... We were originally going to fix up the patio but it would cost us over 10 grand and our shed including everything is going to be around the 7 grand mark so very happy to do that over the patio, cant use the patio in winter too cold but a huge shed... ahhh pool table, air hockey table, couches fully carpeted...gas heaters.... its gonna be awesome :D

Flying by...

Can you believe im in the third trimester?!?!?! This pregnancy is just flying by! Mike only has to work in the morning hopefully tomorrow so i really hope he can come to my OB appointment with us tomorrow at 4pm!  My OB recently invested in a little scanning machine for his rooms which is very exciting especially as hes so much bigger now we should be able to get a good view of his face and hands etc :D 

My bestie is havin such a stressful time lately with her preg and im praying something happens tomorrow if not the latest wednesday so her pain and stress can all go away and her little man will be here safe. thinkin of u babes xxxxxx

omgg

why did i pick stripes again... didnt i learn the first time i did them for Marlies room... omg its so time consuming... the taping up takes forever!! ugh lol

whinge whinge whinge lol

heres a blog now shhhh lol
26 weeks...
excuse the mess... going thru clothes and thats my throw out pile lol

belly is growing nicely, thats today 26w1d

Marlie has been very sick as most of you know and required a hospital visit, her first ever! were not one to rush off to doctors normally but when i had to come home from dinner for JenJens birthday and saw my baby having so much trouble breathing and with a temp of 39.2 i sorta paniced and thought it better safe then sorry, we were there from 10pm till about 4am!

My poor bubba in hospi.. and all of you know how bright and happy and well diva like my baby girl is and to see her like this broke my heart. she stayed on my lap like this the entire time we were there, being kicked by her brother the whole time, it was like having a little furnace on my belly her temp was just raging out of control and peaked at 39.8 

And here is my happy bubba, painting up a storm! She loves it so i got her to do a little canvas which is now hanging on her wall in her room, i got her to do a handprint on it too which got a little smudged but meh oh well!! thats all part of the fun right?

:D

Just a quickie to post pics...  I was a little bored today so decieded to jazz them up a bit... something i have been neglecting... i love editing photos and making something awesome out of something plain, i guess you could call it my hobby haha yay a hobby that is sorta crafty and still in digital form, the first 3 are just borders and text but the very bottom picture is a little bit more spesh, i have taught myself basically everything i know about editing and graphic design.. i am gettin alot better at it these days, reading more and just playing round with things haha amazing what you forget though!! Im gonna post the invite i made up for my mummabear as well for her 50th....

Everything is going well with the pregnancy, bp is stable, Marlie is a little terror haha her curiosity is unbelievable and she just climbs anything and everything, each day she says something new and knows what so many things are so if we say hey marlie wheres so n so she goes and gets the right thing, much a clever little munchkin :D

Whooops

I have been neglecting my blog yet again!!

Well a lot has happened over the last few weeks we found out we are expecting a little boy!!
Very exciting times ahead, Mike is wrapt I at first to be honest was a little not disappointed but just in shock i guess, my whole life i have always thought i would only have daughters, coming from a predominately female family.. ie i have 3 sisters... my mum has 2 and 1 brother... then my nan a only child... my great grandmother was one of 5 with 3 sisters and only one brother so you get the idea here! and even my hubbys family is manily girls as well so yeh just thought it was another girl haha i have since come around to the idea even though it still doesnt feel real lik ei have seen his bits and had it confirmed but yeh lol i guess i will have to see it to beleive it haha, we are painting his nursery into as jungle theme which i cant wait to start doing!! Mike's Omi is painting us a tripych for his wall with all jungle scenes and animals and yeh i love painting so just cant wait tio get it started!!

Here is a scan pic proving there is a willy and you can see his arm up next to his head and his eye sockets lol , i only got one printed shot so i have taken this off the video and well the scan didnt go that great as bubby just wouldnt co-operate and move in the right way so get that perfect profile shot he had his back to us most of the time which was a bit disapointing but not to worry we saw enough to know hes in there and his heart is fine and everything is well in the world with him :D

Here is my belly shot for week 22 as well!

20 weeks

I've been slack and forgot to post my belly pic so while it is transfering to the computer now i thought i would write some stuff,
This week has been a stupid one, it has gone quickly but boring and crap, Although on tuesday night i started yoga with Loz, which is great, get to make a new friend and do something different then what i did with my first pregnancy with the grub, this baby is now known as wormz lol and we find out what sex wormz is on wednesday.. i dont know if i want to share it, i dont know why but this pregnancy has beena lot more low key then with Marlie, with her i wanted to tell everyone everything whereas this time im not so keen.
Friday was our normal pizza day and Marlie decieded she wanted to share daddys pizza :)

As for "mothers day" i've deceided its the day dedicated to making the mother feel like shit and forgetting all about her and means nothing, so there will be no more mothers days in this house.


oh and of course the 20 week belly shots

19 weeks!

Shes growing nicely! I say she but i dont have my scan till the 12th of May to confirm, but as per usual Mike is adamant its a boy but i dunno i just not feeling boy vibes, i didnt with Marlie either and proved Mike wrong lol and to be honest cant wait to do the told ya so dance all over again ahaha nah i do hope for his sake its a boy but im just not convinced... mind u even if it is a boy i dont think i will beleive it till i see in the flesh a little willy!! i have never my whole life thought i would have a son, i have always seen myself just like my mum with 4 girls running around like there was in my house.. although due to my issues i think this will be our second and last bubba but one can hope!

Ive got a BABY in my Belly!

18 weeks!

I wish

• I had the balls to be a homebirther
• Had the guts to ignore what the doctors tell me and had the support in my family to do so
• Could feel what labour feels like, even for a hour
• I didnt have that niggling what if factor, and could just stay home like my friends tell me.. but as i was once told by my OB "Most women can give birth in a field and have no issues, you are not one of them" confidence in my body is non existant.

*****SIGH****

I am however very excited about the blessingway my friends are going to organise for me.. im really lookin forward to it in the future when my bellys all big and round 

Wow

Ok so preggy related stuff... Well i knew my BM would dry up eventually but im surprised it has now at 17weeks preg lol, I can still squeeze a little something out but it has now gone to clear fluid instead of the collustrum i have had for the last couple of months haha how wierd, I feel bubby moving through out the day, get lots of little flutters and kicks its very cute hehe

 Not alot has been happening about my place, i have been feelin a little lazy then mix that in with a toddler who is into everything and as such my house constantly looks like a bomb zone!

We went into frankston this morning with my cousin who is 32 weeks preg to help her find some tops to wear as everythin she had is finally gettin a little on the short side hehe so when we got home Miss M went to bed and i started the gut the house.. i really gotta strive to keep my benches clutter free.. i just tend to dump everything on them instead of puttin it all away like the vegemite will sit on the bench constantly because in my lazy head i think well im gonna need it tomorrow anyway but enough is enough, i have always been a house proud person and i am becoming a messy slob, something i have always hated and i dont know how it got to be like this, so i am makin a pledge to myself.,.. no computer and no tv until the house chores are done... no more letting washing sit in the laundry for days on days and i will do a load, hang it out n fold n put it away each day like i should be! BAH angry at myself for bein so messy, oh n just to clarify my house is messy/untidy it is in no ways a dirty house, there isnt rubbish everywhere.. what i consider to be messy other people think im nuts lol toys on the floor and washing on the dining room table, papers in a stack on the bench..  its enough to make a house look cluttered which in turns looks messy.. get my drift hehe

hmmm ok looks like there is a storm coming i better bring the towels and nappies in!

Hello

wow ive been a terrible blogger lately huh... just a quick update im 16 weeks today hoooray! my belly has popped out and im looking more pregnant than 16 weeks but meh oh wells haha, I have been so very very tired this last week and having issues with the excess fluid my body is making ie: pooling in my middle ear so i am deaf half the time in the mleft ear and there is nothin i can do about it as u have to take antihistamines to dry it up and well being pregnant thats a big no no, we have just had easter and as usual it wsas nothing spectacular just the normal family gatherings back n forth and yeh marlie got 36 eggs and a few bunnys... mmm mummy n daddy will enjoy most of them i be thinking haha. Belly shot below :)

Finish the Sentence

Ok Im bored.. so if ur bored n have nothin to blog about do this too... u know u want too... plus i wanna read ur answers haha

1. My ex ....is gay.. like really he has a "husband" n everything lol

2. Maybe I should... Do more with my days and stop bein so lazy all the time

3. I love... My little expanding family

4. People would say that I am...determined

5. I don't understand..... alot of things, the worst being something that happened a long long time ago

6. When I wake up in the morning... I dont wonna get outta bed

7. I lost..... i dont think ive lost anything, when u "loose" something as such it opens up more doors, by "loosing" something you always gain more from the experience

8. Life is full of... experiences, take each one with its own merit, learn from it and move on

9. My past taught me..... things are never as u expect them to be set your bar low and u cant be disapointed.

10. I get annoyed when...  People think they are better then me, hate to breakit to ya but ur no different from the next person just as im not.

11. Parties are... for having fun

12. I wish.... for a happy and healthy life for my children and family n friends, the rest will come

13. Dogs...are just that, dogs, they are nice to have in the family but MUST know that they are just that, dogs, they rank at the bottom of the food chain.

14. Cats... are so up themselves, i like my cat shes burmese and doesnt have that bitchy attitude that normally accompanies  most animals of that species

15. Tomorrow... is monday, i have nothing planned... surprise surprise

16. I have a low tolerance for... idiots

17. If I had a million dollars... I wouldnt become a stuck up fuckwit n go n blow it on every luxury possible.

18. I'm totally terrified of... loosing my friends and family, they are the world to me.

:/

Ugh well im 13 weeks and right one cue the cramps and lower back pain are starting up, it happened at exactly the same time with Marlie, ouch ouch ouch all the endo scar tissue is ripping and omfg it is killing me... i forgot just how much this part hurts :(
Although i will live thru it and im sure there is nothing wrong with the baby it just hurtttts
I dont have my next scan until May! omg that is sooo far away but that said all of a sudden i realised tonight i have been in the 2nd trimester for a whole week already, this pregnancy is just flying past, its amazing..  i guess because i have miss marlie here to keep me busy where as before i just had me and my crazy over analyzing mind to contend with, whereas this time i actually forget im pregnant half the time!! I am currently weighing in at 80 kilos so yep pregnancy is working like a diet for me again i have lost 4.5 kilos so far and im hopin i will only gain 6 like last time and then loose 22 and actually keep it off this time and not turn into a fatty fatty again its not healthy for me and i need to be healthy for my babes and be able to do things with them and not get out of breath, plus i want to be a good role model unlike my yoyo dieting mother who put her terrible eating habits onto us and then berated us with the suck it in comments about our chubby bellys as she fed us adult sized meals and rediculous desserts.. anywaaaaaay so yeh i dont want to do that..
I will take a photo during the week for the 14 week mark :)

For my Rara

Hooray!

Had my scan today and heres my baby!! 11w4d, you can see the bubbys yolk sac behind shim, looks like its slung its balls onto shis back hahaha HB 173 bpm, 5.23cm long, nuchal fold was only 1.2mm so looking VERY good and healthy hooray!!
I was so stressed the last few days, dreaming of downs syndrome and edwards syndrome and all those horrible sad trisomy problems and Dr Atchison reckons everythin is fine in there and i should have nothing to worry about so hooray again!!