Day 53

well i've been having a real shit time with these injections, the needle themselves is ok, its the side effects i get.. my lower back is constantly hurting.. i though i had pulled it or something but i spoke to my nurse this morning and no she said it would be my endo and the fact that my ovaries will be mega swollen..hence the reason i now look 5 months pregnant and have gained over a kilo of fluid.. mmm nice hey, beside that i get massive headaches that last for hours, i have found that a heatpack from the chemist..the ones u stick to your clothes, cost me $3 each and there worth every cent they have been working and helping a bit with the lower back pain, i also get shooting pains that come n go thru the day more so on my left side so i'm guessin there is more follicles on that side, trying to get comfortable is a nightmare i toss n turn and cant sleep properly, i'm just really over it, my scan is tomorrow morning in the city and mike can now take me as he has no work on..which sems to be a common occurence, hes only doing 3 out of 5 days now.. ot a good time to slow down with work, its that time of year though, but it would be nice if he didt wanna sit on his ass and play pc games...he could help out around the house or he could be cutting down the front tree like i asked him to do 3 months ago.. or whipper snipping the back lawn..(it growns in tufts lol not worth mowing) ahhh the joys of hormones i'm fine one second and then pissed off and angry the next.. i cant win, mikes trying to be supportive he just dont get it, he doesnt yell at me when i chuck a pink fit just looks at me and i realise how silly i'm being which is good that i can at least recognise my hormonal issues lol anyway my back is hurting and i have to go get some more heat packs so cheerio for now x0x