hello everyone.. well all 5 of you :D i want more readers lol feel free to tell peoples about my blog
Anyone have a spare uterus i can borrow? ill give it back in good working order i promise!!
I have a gyno appointment on the 19th of this month, each day is gettin harder and harder for me
i have constant pains like someone is grabbing my insides and twirling them over there heads and just not putting them back where they belong... i dont know what road i will take after i see my miracle man, the man who bought marlie safe into this world and then fixed up all my endo and other complaints, it has been almost 12 whole months since my last lap, thats a record for me, its only been in the last 6 weeks where it is gettin to the unbearable stage, need to get my body back into working order so we can at least attempt to try again for another bubbaloo, ivf doesnt look like it will be an option for us anymore with my poor responce and all that crap, although i had a blood test the other day and my FSH level is 7, which is well within normal guidelines but this test was done on day 21, it needs to be done on day 3 of my period so i will ask my doc when i see him on the 19th for a repeat of this test to find out exactly what is going on with my levels, so i know one way or the other the brain cant handle being told sorry ur in early menopause and then gettin a great result like that in bloods to say otherwse, the other option we were lookin at well was a 2nd opinion.. as much as i like my FS he just doesnt seem to give 2 shits to tell me the menopause crap and that i need to take a break from ivf and then arrange nothing after that is just cruel, talk about stress a girl out!!
We are still here at my mil's hopefully i can go home tonight.. although im not really lookin forward to it coz then i will have to clean it out... anyone want free stuff?? i will be going thru all my cupboards ala Kint style. i even have a queen size bed i will need to find a home for as i wanna make a toy room for the grub instead of everything being strewn around the house the way it is now! o0o i feel a painting session coming on... anyone good at painting murals?? i would like to create a mural wall like grass and sky and creatures etc for the play room.... anyone feeling creative??
anyway leave me some love so i know im not posting for no reason... pleeeease lol
