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Ugh well im 13 weeks and right one cue the cramps and lower back pain are starting up, it happened at exactly the same time with Marlie, ouch ouch ouch all the endo scar tissue is ripping and omfg it is killing me... i forgot just how much this part hurts :(
Although i will live thru it and im sure there is nothing wrong with the baby it just hurtttts
I dont have my next scan until May! omg that is sooo far away but that said all of a sudden i realised tonight i have been in the 2nd trimester for a whole week already, this pregnancy is just flying past, its amazing..  i guess because i have miss marlie here to keep me busy where as before i just had me and my crazy over analyzing mind to contend with, whereas this time i actually forget im pregnant half the time!! I am currently weighing in at 80 kilos so yep pregnancy is working like a diet for me again i have lost 4.5 kilos so far and im hopin i will only gain 6 like last time and then loose 22 and actually keep it off this time and not turn into a fatty fatty again its not healthy for me and i need to be healthy for my babes and be able to do things with them and not get out of breath, plus i want to be a good role model unlike my yoyo dieting mother who put her terrible eating habits onto us and then berated us with the suck it in comments about our chubby bellys as she fed us adult sized meals and rediculous desserts.. anywaaaaaay so yeh i dont want to do that..
I will take a photo during the week for the 14 week mark :)