Day 29..Again

Ok so i thought to myself well i may as well take my mind of things so i started painting my bathroom.. yess AGAIn i know i know i cant help it lol i really love painting my house yes i'm a wierdo and as i was just standing up on the side of the bathtub what readred her head.. well it was no other then AF! So yay lucky us we beat the price rise!! woot woot!!

Day 29

OK so i was concerned about my syranel.. it wasnt pumping right, like only half the time it would actually pump the full amount of spray out so i rang the clinic, and straight away Jo ( my nurse) said to swap it over at the chemist, so hopefully now that i have swapped it it will work properly, but the chemist warned me it was from the same batch but hopefully wont have the same issues, my nose bleeds have stopped!! yay i only get the occasional small hint of blood if i blow my nose, another good thing is i am booked in for my first scan on the 16th at 10am :) then the day after that i will start injections provided everything is quiet and then another scan a week after that n then fingers crossed go on for my egg pick up!! yay it feels like there is something happening again :)
oh also she was surprised that i havent had a bleed yet as i stopped the pill on tuesday but i do have lower back cramps so fingers crossed i will beat the 1st of july so i dont get the price rise!!

Day 21

Well its been a long time since updates.. I was made redundant from my job so i've been trying to get my head around that and sort out what i'm doin in life as such and its been a bit of a shock like i dont think it has as sunk in still, i feel like i'm on holidays but i know i have no job to go back to..wierd..anyway .. I started syranel on day 18... since then i have had headaches and nose bleeds, i rang the clinic to find out what should i do about the nose bleeds..she pointed out the obvious..change nostrils lol so i have and so far so good, i also start to feel sick nightly around 5ish onwards and just wanna sleep but i cant.. i have my second "hit" of syranel at 9pm and afterwards i'm wide awake, plus i've got a slight cold/flu coming on so last night i took a night time cold and flu tablet and it knocked me out! thank god i got some sleep!! so i've been feelin prety alright today just really gotta do what i can and just take it day by day really.. i'm really bored at home, yet i dont want to go out, i think this is like some sort of depression, i dont wanna do anything, see anyone or even talk about ivf anymore, its just becoming too much, i'm not on the net as much as i use to and i cant be bothered doin anything, i have cleaned my house so that there is nothing left to do, i plan on painting the back rooms next week, but i have no pressure or time frame to do it in, i work best under pressure and now there is none.. i dont get it..maybe i'm not coping with this all.. bah anyway i'm off

Day 12

Mood: wierd..

Sorry for the delay between days girls..

I've been slack i know.. lol well nothing much is happening on the ivf front just a big fat waiting game i hate it its driving me nutters i dont see why i couldn't just not take the pill grrRr other girls never had too.. oh well tough shit hey.. well I've had a good long weekend had my Aunty's birthday on Saturday night was a great night even hubby had a ball with my cousins, thankfully were all in the same age bracket, my little sister has decided to split with her man, they have decided they dont love each other anymore and are both being very grown up about the whole thing, this is gonna sound horrible but thankfully she is not pregnant again, i think the 3 mc's had alot to do with there bust up but it was a long time coming at the same time.. like it was the icing on the cake with his lack of support, always wanting to go out with his mats etc anyway on a more positive note its mine and mikes 1st wedding anniversary this weekend.. i know he has nothing planned so what should i either

A; guilt him into doing something
or
B: organise it myself and not be disappointed at doing nothing but be pissed off that i had to organise it coz hes lazy.... hmmmm

decisions decisions

Day 7

Morning everyone..
I have just got back to work from my appointment this morning, went really well she showed me how to do the needles etc and went thru in great detail the different drugs like syranel and side effects etc that i can expect from them such as breast tenderness, moodyness, bloating etc all the same things u get when u ur expecting af but heightened so god help michael hey!! i start the syranel on the 18/6 and take my last pill on the 8/7 i will be on syranel for a full 4 weeks and then start the injections provided the ultrasound i have on the 8/7 shows to be ok, will have the injections for 7 days and then another u/s hopefully if that u/so comes back all good i will have the hcg shot and then collection 2 days later then the eggs put back 2 days after that :)
so it wont be until end of july start of august that the eggs will be put back so there goes the March twins idea..

Day 6

i know its only early but today has started off really really shitty.. i get a text from mike this morning and he wants me to ring him with his invoice details coz he left them at home grrr that was at 7.15am grRr i have a sore throat and not in the mood for really anything.. remembered to take my pill n folic acid then went back to bed for a hour.. hmm well i turned on my electric blanket didnt i.. so i fell asleep the alarm went off and i thought i'll get up in a minute.. zzzz yeh right i woke back up at 9.10!! i had to be at work at 9.30.. SHIT!!! dressed the quickest i ever have and was 5 minutes from work and i get stuck on the freeway and springvale road grrrr so i end up gettin to work at 9.40 not to bad only 10 m inutes late i thought yeh this isnt to bad.. straight away get a nasty customer and i think to myself oh for f*c* sake! hmm so it is now 10.53 i have low cramps and i'm owrried about tommorrows appointment i know i shouldnt be worried but its sittin in the back of my mind and wont go away.. hmm well i will probaly update this blog later in the day.. i am really enjoying this blog site its helping me coz i can just write what i want i feel calmer after gettin it all ouot yay whooo sahhhh

ok so i rang the nurse.. funnily enough her name is Jo.. everyone lately i'm meeting is called Jo.. lol yes ur included in that too Jo how many times can i say JO.. blah anyway back to topic i rang her to find out if i need to bring any cash with me tomorrow or anything else like what i dont know but i thought i should just ask and she said nope just myself.. my cramping is getting worse it must be the pill or something.. i'm gonna have a look at the side effects.. oh and girls you can leave comments on here too if u like...i took the security off so now anyone can leave comments not just registered users :) :0)

Day 5

mood: excited..

Ok so its day 5 and i'm back on the BC pill... how wierd...
i have put the packet next to my bed along with my folic acid so i dont forget in the morning!! lets see how i go.. i did it for the last 5 years or so with out any problems so i spose i should remember it now..well i have to take it i cant forget it will muck everything up.. i'm all excited with everything that will be happening in the next couple of week but scared as well theres alot happening!! its really quite overwhelming ok well i have my first appointment with the nurse on thursday morning, she will teach me how to do the injections etc and whatever else they need to show me.. cant wait x0x0x