Last night i had my first pregnancy nightmare, i had these early on with Marlie and well this one scared the crap out of me, I was heaily preg but it was mainly based around Marlie and it is so vivid to me now, I awoke at 3am crying, I had dreamed that I had put Marlie on a plane to go have some time with a friend of ours while he was out of the country? firstly wtf sending my daughter away with out me? Then when they were meant to return they didnt show up, we couldnt get in contact with them, and i of course was hysterical by this point that i didnt knwo where my daughter was if she was safe etc and panic had set in, we finally got hold of the person who had my daughter which had now swapped to my friend Lani to be told she had been kidnapped while they were napping and there was a pool of blood out the door, her body was later found mutilated and she was dead, her body came back to me but when it did she had turned back into a newborn, so i had this perfect dead baby in a box, I took her to the doctors and somehow she magically came back to life and started breathing and turned back into my 15 month old Marlie!?!?
talk about a head fuck..
i hate dreaming...
any insights people??
