till my blessingway!
hooray!
something completely different and new to me and i am very honored my good friends Kintara & JenJen are organising it for me! Its VERY hard for me not to take over things and i was asked to surrender complete control lol so i have been kept out of the planning and well everything so i have no idea what tomorrow will bring lol i just hope my friends turn up and bring the things they were asked too =D
None of my sisters will be present which is a little annoying and hurtful but they arent interested in "that hippy shit" and would be "uncomfortable" so have chosen not to attend... pfft oh well the people who will be here are the ones that care enough to step outside there comfort zone for a few hours and i thank them in advance..
P.S - We have a date for Logans arrival as he will be coming via ceaser which sorta contradicts the whole meaning of having a blessingway but as i was trying for a VBAC and i only found out yesterday this plan wont be going ahead due to my already rising blood pressure (148/88) and other complications due to previous surgerys for my endometriosis and the previous ceaser, the safest way for us is to have another surgical delivery..
