Cycle over

Well this cycle has come to a crashing end... a week early too... had spotting last night only a few wipes paniced and thought af was here but a friend said it could of been implantation.. being day 7 after transfer and all so i thought about it and yeh maked perfect sense to me... but well it wasnt AF is here with a vengeance with shocking cramps and i feel sick as.. so looks like nothing will be happening till next year now i'm gutted so much has been happening in my life right now i dont think i can cope with this and everything else so i'm gonna go on a break till late january from any treatment... well so i say now hey i will just have to ride it out i spose ok well i'm off