Surgery Results

Well today was pretty succesful, i went to my surgeon/gyno today and he removed my stitches and went thru my surgery "results" per say, i saw the photos of all the webbing.. it was a fucking mess yet again.. i seen the drawing he had done before but to see the real photos in detail of my fucked up insides was a whole other experience.. it really shocked me, but he basically said to me to take provera up until i am ready to have another emby xfered to keep the endo from growing back.. but the only problem with that is it will stop me ovulating all together and make my lining super thin so any hope a natural conception would go flying out the window.. am i ready to do that?? if so i may as well just go back on the pill and be done with it... fucken so over all the decsions i have to make argh anyway thats whats happening as of now... still on a break till Feb so just play it by ear i spose.