- I had the balls to be a homebirther
- Had the guts to ignore what the doctors tell me and had the support in my family to do so
- Could feel what labour feels like, even for a hour
- I didnt have that niggling what if factor, and could just stay home like my friends tell me.. but as i was once told by my OB "Most women can give birth in a field and have no issues, you are not one of them" confidence in my body is non existant.
*****SIGH****
I am however very excited about the blessingway my friends are going to organise for me.. im really lookin forward to it in the future when my bellys all big and round
