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Ok so cycle 4 was a complete mess too
I went in for my epu on the 31st, i went in knowing i wouldnt get much but when i woke up from the anesthetic to be told there is only 1 egg i was devestated as i just knew in myself that it was over then and there and well i was right, the egg become a emby so they rang me yesterday and told me yup its fertalised ET tomorrow at 9am but when i got there my FS rang me and i accidently hung up on him, he left me a msg saying that it had multinucleated so there would be no transfer but he would see me at 9am anyway, so i was really upset and i dried my eyes and went in and saw him, well i wasnt exactly prepared for him to say what he did... basically i have the ovaries of a 39 yr old woman so my chances of falling preg are very low so i should take a small break and give my ovaries a rest try naturally and go see a naturopath and start on a herb called vitex which is meant to help boost my ovarian reserve so we;ll give that a go for a few months and try again in the new year i think.

Oooops!

i forgot to blog! i had my scan on monday and i had 2x 15mm and a 11mm, so doc wanted to rescan me today to make sure they are growing, i now have a 17,19 and a 11, so lookin at epu on friday hopefully, nurse will ring me back this arvo to confirm and give me all the details for my epu :D

THIS IS GONAL!

600!!!
i have been upped to 600!!
shit i hope it does something, i have never heard of anyone being on it this high before, i had my scan this morning and it was no good, all still quiet so hopefully this will bring the follies out of hiding!!

lala

Ok so i rang the nurse this morning and she wasnt too worried about it, said if it gets any worse to ring and i can go for a scan earlier, but its died down heaps compared to yesterday i dont feel sick today just a little crampy but no sharp pains so i will just leave it till thursday.

Injecting..

ok so im on day 4 of gonal @ 450 and i have this horrible sick feeling and sharp pains on the left hand side, i will ring my nurse in the morning and see what she has to say she might get me in for a scan to see whats happening.. Marlie's birthday was on the 16th, i cant believe my baby just turned one! she will be 16 before i know it, where does the time go... she's walking talking running even and gettin into everything talk about the hard work starts now lol before it was all just play time on the floor and feed and put to bed but shes so much fun now, laughs and pulls faces at us and snorts and does the matching piggy face to go with it hehe god i love my little munchkin, at least i know if this cycle is bust then i will always have her, and i count my lucky stars everyday that i am lucky enough to of been blessed with her.

DAY 1

AF arrived this morning, its light as hell but its here so i go get my drugs tomorrow and start them on thursday so day 3, starting on 450 :D

Still waiting

I have been on the pill for the last 2 weeks i finished it on the 8th and well still no period arrived... 4 days later.. something should of happened by now.. what the fuck is going on with my body!!! :(

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well so it turns out he wasnt back yesterday but is back today so i should find out sometime today what the go is... waiting waiting...

Grrrrr

ok so after the last cycle was cancelled i have been patiently waiting for my period and well the little bastard still hasnt arrived grrrrrr so i had a blood test on friday 18/9 and it showed my progesterone is very low so i either havent even ovulated yet or im about to get my period in the next day or so and well its still not here 3 days later so the plan from here is i have to wait till my FS gets back from holidays on wednesday and he will most likely give me provera to bring on a bleed and then we can go straight into the flare cycle from there.... so more waiting... stupid body anyone have a spare ovary or 2 i can borrow??

Im baaaaaaaaaaaaaack

Well well here we go again... i havent blogged in a very long time but seeing as we are back on the ivf trail i thought it would be a good idea to bring it up to date...
well obviously Marlie is here she just beautiful.. can u beleive it.. she is almost one!
I have since had another FET... our last remaining emby and that was a complete disaster, it thawed in tact but had not done anything since so yeh 2ww for nothing

Started my next down reg cycle when af arrived and that was a complete failure too, started my injections on 225 upped to 375 and i didnt respond AT ALL, so im currently waiting for AF to arrive and then we will do a flare cycle starting drugs on 450.. so we can only hope for the best and pray i respond and get some follies!!