Finish the Sentence

Ok Im bored.. so if ur bored n have nothin to blog about do this too... u know u want too... plus i wanna read ur answers haha

1. My ex ....is gay.. like really he has a "husband" n everything lol

2. Maybe I should... Do more with my days and stop bein so lazy all the time

3. I love... My little expanding family

4. People would say that I am...determined

5. I don't understand..... alot of things, the worst being something that happened a long long time ago

6. When I wake up in the morning... I dont wonna get outta bed

7. I lost..... i dont think ive lost anything, when u "loose" something as such it opens up more doors, by "loosing" something you always gain more from the experience

8. Life is full of... experiences, take each one with its own merit, learn from it and move on

9. My past taught me..... things are never as u expect them to be set your bar low and u cant be disapointed.

10. I get annoyed when...  People think they are better then me, hate to breakit to ya but ur no different from the next person just as im not.

11. Parties are... for having fun

12. I wish.... for a happy and healthy life for my children and family n friends, the rest will come

13. Dogs...are just that, dogs, they are nice to have in the family but MUST know that they are just that, dogs, they rank at the bottom of the food chain.

14. Cats... are so up themselves, i like my cat shes burmese and doesnt have that bitchy attitude that normally accompanies  most animals of that species

15. Tomorrow... is monday, i have nothing planned... surprise surprise

16. I have a low tolerance for... idiots

17. If I had a million dollars... I wouldnt become a stuck up fuckwit n go n blow it on every luxury possible.

18. I'm totally terrified of... loosing my friends and family, they are the world to me.

:/

Ugh well im 13 weeks and right one cue the cramps and lower back pain are starting up, it happened at exactly the same time with Marlie, ouch ouch ouch all the endo scar tissue is ripping and omfg it is killing me... i forgot just how much this part hurts :(
Although i will live thru it and im sure there is nothing wrong with the baby it just hurtttts
I dont have my next scan until May! omg that is sooo far away but that said all of a sudden i realised tonight i have been in the 2nd trimester for a whole week already, this pregnancy is just flying past, its amazing..  i guess because i have miss marlie here to keep me busy where as before i just had me and my crazy over analyzing mind to contend with, whereas this time i actually forget im pregnant half the time!! I am currently weighing in at 80 kilos so yep pregnancy is working like a diet for me again i have lost 4.5 kilos so far and im hopin i will only gain 6 like last time and then loose 22 and actually keep it off this time and not turn into a fatty fatty again its not healthy for me and i need to be healthy for my babes and be able to do things with them and not get out of breath, plus i want to be a good role model unlike my yoyo dieting mother who put her terrible eating habits onto us and then berated us with the suck it in comments about our chubby bellys as she fed us adult sized meals and rediculous desserts.. anywaaaaaay so yeh i dont want to do that..
I will take a photo during the week for the 14 week mark :)

For my Rara

Hooray!

Had my scan today and heres my baby!! 11w4d, you can see the bubbys yolk sac behind shim, looks like its slung its balls onto shis back hahaha HB 173 bpm, 5.23cm long, nuchal fold was only 1.2mm so looking VERY good and healthy hooray!!
I was so stressed the last few days, dreaming of downs syndrome and edwards syndrome and all those horrible sad trisomy problems and Dr Atchison reckons everythin is fine in there and i should have nothing to worry about so hooray again!!

Big day

Tomorrow two of my very best friends in the world are getting married! Mike n me are in the bridal party, i have just dropped him off to the grooms mother house where he will be staying the night and as for me, well i have Miss Marlie till i drop her to my mums and then im out for dinner with the bride and other bridesmaids then ill be coming home for the night, the thought of sleeping on the floor at the brides mums house does not appeal to me one bit if i wasn't preg and already sleeping badly sure thing i would but yeh i need a good nights sleep or ill be to exhausted for the HUGE day ahead of us tomorrow, although i will be all alone here tonight n that is a little unsettling.. I will be going back bright n early in the morning to start the preparations and for brekkie etc, its going to be hard for me as i wont see Marlie from when i drop her off later this arvo until monday morning!! thats 2 whole nights she wont be with me.. oh dear the longest shes been away from me was just one night and i dropped her off late and picked her up early! so it was really just her asleep times i wasnt there for... talk about a whole new thing, most mothers would be like hell yeh time away from the kids but not me, im gonna fret the whole time but im hoping the wedding celebrations will keep me occupied for most of the time! She is in good hands as she will be staying with my mum tonight and my mil tomorrow night as my mum has to work monday or she would of had her both nights... ok well i hear whinging coming from her room i should get her up n organised to go to nannys!

SCHOOL -- 1957 vs. 2009

Scenario :
Jack goes rabbit shooting before school,
pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack.

1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his rifle & chats with Jack about guns.

2009 - School goes into lock down, Star Force called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again.. Counsellors called in for traumatized students and teachers.

Scenario:
Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school.

1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies.

2009 - Police called, arrests Johnny and Mark.. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Both children go to anger management programs for 3 months. School board hold meeting to impliment bullying prevention programs

Scenario:
Robbie won't be still in class, disrupts other students.

1957 - Robbie sent to office and given 6 of the best by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again.

2009 - Robbie given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. Robbie's parents get fortnightly disability payments and School gets extra funding from state because Robbie has a disability.

Scenario :
Billy breaks a window in his neighbor's car and his Dad gives him a whipping with his belt.

1957 - Billy is more careful next time, grows up normal, goes to college, and becomes a successful businessman.

2009 - Billy's dad is arrested for child abuse. Billy removed to foster care and joins a gang. State psychologist tells Billy's sister that she remembers being abused herself and their dad goes to prison.

Scenario :
Mark gets a headache and takes some aspirin to school.

1957 - Mark gets glass of water from Principal to take aspirin with.

2009 - Police called, Mark expelled from school for drug violations. Car searched for drugs and weapons.

Scenario :
Pedro fails high school English.

1957 - Pedro goes to summer school, passes English and goes to college.

2009 - Pedro's cause is taken up by state. Newspaper articles appear nationally explaining that teaching English as a requirement for graduation is racist. AFRE files class action lawsuit against state school system and Pedro's English teacher. English banned from core curriculum. Pedro given diploma anyway but ends up mowing lawns for a living because he cannot speak English.

Scenario :
Johnny takes apart leftover firecrackers from Guy Fawkes, puts them in a model airplane paint bottle, blows up a bullant nest.

1957 - Ants die.

2009- State Police, Star Force, Federal Police & Anti-terrorism Squad called. Johnny charged with domestic terrorism, Feds investigate parents, siblings removed from home, computers confiscated. Johnny's Dad goes on a terror watch list and is never allowed to fly again.

Scenario :
Johnny falls while running during recess and scrapes his knee. He is found crying by his teacher, Mary . Mary hugs him to comfort him.

1957 - In a short time, Johnny feels better and goes on playing.

2009 - Mary is accused of being a sexual predator and loses her job. She faces 3 years in Prison. Johnny undergoes 5 years of therapy.

This should be sent to every e-mail address to show how stupid we have become!

Think about it!

ouchy

My hips are killing meee well its not quite my actual hips its the bit lower down from that where the top of ur leg joins its been aching for 2 days now and my lower back is giving me a bit of greif too.. ugh i dont remember getting this pain till much later on with Marlie but now im thinking perhaps its from my couch where i seem to be spending so much time lately as it sinks in the middle and its my right hip area thats hurting the most and thats where is sinks in on coz i sit on the left hand side of it... time for a new couch i hear you say?? hmm i agree now just to convince mike i need a nice new plushy comfy one instead of this $300 fold out bed piece of shit that we bought years ago when we had ppl in and out of here like a half way house... ah the days of partys every weekends with our friends lol seems so long ago... when did i turn into a old lady... oh yeh when we had Marlie but yay i wouldnt swap it for the world, i cbf with partying every weekend and just the thought of all the mess that had to be cleaned up and then people layin round my house all day when u just want them to bugger off... no thanks!!

Cant make my mind up...

So you have probly noticed my blog changes every other day as i just cant find one i like... so lets see how long this one lasts for.. prob a bit longer coz i actually edited it properly..