Ive got a BABY in my Belly!

18 weeks!

I wish

• I had the balls to be a homebirther
• Had the guts to ignore what the doctors tell me and had the support in my family to do so
• Could feel what labour feels like, even for a hour
• I didnt have that niggling what if factor, and could just stay home like my friends tell me.. but as i was once told by my OB "Most women can give birth in a field and have no issues, you are not one of them" confidence in my body is non existant.

*****SIGH****

I am however very excited about the blessingway my friends are going to organise for me.. im really lookin forward to it in the future when my bellys all big and round 

Wow

Ok so preggy related stuff... Well i knew my BM would dry up eventually but im surprised it has now at 17weeks preg lol, I can still squeeze a little something out but it has now gone to clear fluid instead of the collustrum i have had for the last couple of months haha how wierd, I feel bubby moving through out the day, get lots of little flutters and kicks its very cute hehe

 Not alot has been happening about my place, i have been feelin a little lazy then mix that in with a toddler who is into everything and as such my house constantly looks like a bomb zone!

We went into frankston this morning with my cousin who is 32 weeks preg to help her find some tops to wear as everythin she had is finally gettin a little on the short side hehe so when we got home Miss M went to bed and i started the gut the house.. i really gotta strive to keep my benches clutter free.. i just tend to dump everything on them instead of puttin it all away like the vegemite will sit on the bench constantly because in my lazy head i think well im gonna need it tomorrow anyway but enough is enough, i have always been a house proud person and i am becoming a messy slob, something i have always hated and i dont know how it got to be like this, so i am makin a pledge to myself.,.. no computer and no tv until the house chores are done... no more letting washing sit in the laundry for days on days and i will do a load, hang it out n fold n put it away each day like i should be! BAH angry at myself for bein so messy, oh n just to clarify my house is messy/untidy it is in no ways a dirty house, there isnt rubbish everywhere.. what i consider to be messy other people think im nuts lol toys on the floor and washing on the dining room table, papers in a stack on the bench..  its enough to make a house look cluttered which in turns looks messy.. get my drift hehe

hmmm ok looks like there is a storm coming i better bring the towels and nappies in!

Hello

wow ive been a terrible blogger lately huh... just a quick update im 16 weeks today hoooray! my belly has popped out and im looking more pregnant than 16 weeks but meh oh wells haha, I have been so very very tired this last week and having issues with the excess fluid my body is making ie: pooling in my middle ear so i am deaf half the time in the mleft ear and there is nothin i can do about it as u have to take antihistamines to dry it up and well being pregnant thats a big no no, we have just had easter and as usual it wsas nothing spectacular just the normal family gatherings back n forth and yeh marlie got 36 eggs and a few bunnys... mmm mummy n daddy will enjoy most of them i be thinking haha. Belly shot below :)