Thursday, January 14, 2010

worried

gah already i am stressin out about loosin this baby, should of shut my mouth n  not said anything to anyone but no had the big mouth and told my mum who then insisited i tell the whole family... and what if it doesnt work out again.. so very annoyed at myself right now... did another test this m orning line cam up straight away but i don tknow if its any darker, maybe yesterday was the start of my doubling day... so i did another test on another brand and yeh the line is there but gah i guess i am still testing early thats the hard part about it... becoz i did i am scared tomorrow when AF is due shes just gonna rock in and go SURPRISE partys over...
well i just took some photos of all 3 tests and i guess todays are darker actually... hmmm the one from yesterday looks almost non existant today... wierd... what do you think??



i am in shock? denial? how on earth did i do this? as  much as i would love to thank the vitex, i only took it properly last month and this month was every other day whenever i remembered?! gah who cares, everyone just cross your fingers for me please!

7 comments:

Cara said...

you are today only testing a day early hun, and it doesnt matter how early or late you test, a pos is still a pos :) xxxxxxx i tested 6 days early with mikky and got a really faint pos and look at her now hehehehe

Cara said...

oh and your question about the test on 13th nearly being no existant well i can still see it but i think the blue ones are really hard to read anyway. it could just be the brand of test and has faded after the time frame. those first 10 min are what matters and it was a strong positive then :) xxxxxxxx

goosiegander said...

the lines today are Definitely darker!

Emma said...

Definitely darker! I tested before I was due with both of mine and the early lines were like yours... so faint you couldn't really get a decent pic but they darkened up pretty quickly. If you're using super sensitive tests you might be seeing the difference between 20 and 40 so still pretty low iykwim? :D

Unknown said...

Congrats Ebz, im so happy for you. I have everything crossed that its a super sticky bean.
in regards to the darkness of the test. All the Drs i have seen have said that the darkness of the test is no indication of the strength of the pregnancy but rather the amount of dye that is in the test. So hold on to the fact that a line is a line no matter how faint or dark. and when all else fails.. Get bloods done.... and get plenty of rest. its hard baking a baby with a toddler running around...lol xxxx

Kint said...

definately getting darker...

Rainbow JenJen said...

woot woot!!!!!!!