Monday, August 16, 2010

having a weird ole day..

Hi...
sooooo.....
almost 35 weeks...
only a few more short weeks till our little man is evicted and he will be here in our arms...
how odd...
is it weird that it still hasnt sunk in that we're having another baby... i think until im in there on the table and they bring him over the curtain for us to see i dont think it will be real... hes making me very headachey and i know im pregnant.. trust me i know it lol but the idea that there is actually going to be a baby at the end of it seems so foreign n strange...

1 comment:

Rainbow JenJen said...

It sounds to me, that this is just more of your underlying fear of whether you will be able to "love two".
Ya know what?
It's going to be fine ;)
The heart is like an elastic band, it stretches xxx
I am imagining, there's also some feelings of moving Marlie away from "baby" status, and that must be hard to digest, but her shift is not a shift of love or attention from you ;)
This baby's arrival is going to be just as happy, magical, breath takingly overwhelmingly loving as your first baby....nothing gets mundane, not so exciting or anything like that....just like the nerves in anticipation don't ease with each new arrival ;)
xxxxxx